I
think I'll start with the alarm. It was a loud and ugly electronic
sound. At first, I thought it was part of a dream brought on by the pain
or the morphine. But once I had fully awoken, I realized I was alone in
the infirmary of the cruise ship...
The
air was humid and thick with pollen. The path that led through the
field was uneven and uphill. The grass that bordered it was thickly
flowered with blooms the color of blood. Trees surrounded them, hemlock
spruces and white cedars. Occasionally a cicada-like hum would rise up
from all around and then fade away...
I
can only hope this email reaches you. Have I ever told you that your
steadfast friendship has been one of the great constants in my life? If
not I should have done so far sooner than now...
Jessie Warren and his get rich quick schemes made him a source of embarrassment for the whole town of Zebulon, West Virginia...
I must be quick because I am not sure how much time I have left...
Everyone thought she had gone home hours ago...
The
sound of the ocean crashing up on the rocks. If I close my eyes it
sounds like applause. The storm has left the beach is deserted, but she
said she'd be here. She promised...
The hotel desk clerk’s baggy eyes widened at the mere mention of the number. “732? You don’t want that room.”
Every
year the same thing, a different clerk with the same questions.
Ordinarily I endured the interminable excuses but this year’s pilgrimage
had been particularly unpleasant. The car had coughed, sputtered and
threatened to die at every rest stop; the clouds had been bloated and
full of rain.
Rainy days were always the hardest.
So, I
nipped the discussion in the bud. With an offhand gesture I tossed a wad
of bills on the counter and spoke again, “Room 732 please.”
“You don’t- ”
“Give me room 732 for the night, and you can keep the change.”
The
expression on the desk clerk’s face was almost comical, he swept the
bills out of sight and slipped me the key. Turning away from the counter
I headed down the familiar maze of hallways. The desk clerk’s unspoken
questions burned at my back, Why that room? Haven’t you heard the stories? Aren’t you afraid?
I made sure I was out of sight before he decided to ask any of them.
When I had first come here-
No, not I. We.
When
we had first come here, this was a four star establishment, with
brightly lit hallways, working elevators, even room service. The
elevator had stopped working three years ago, and when the bulbs in the
hallways burnt out no one bothered to replace them. I pushed the door to
the stairwell open; figures crouched in the murk, grunting
half-heartedly. Bypassing them I headed up the stairs, debris crunching
underfoot.
I was out of breath by the time I reached the seventh
floor, no surprise there really. I’m not a young man anymore. Sometimes I
wondered to myself why the hotel had fallen out of favor so quickly. It
couldn’t just be the fact that someone had died here, after all, people
died in their hotel rooms all the time. Maybe it was the way she died,
maybe the horror of her final moments was so profound that it permeated
every floor and hallway. Maybe the slumbering business travelers and
vacationing families would wake at exactly 1:49 AM, their hearts beating
wildly and their sheets drenched with sweat. Maybe it was nothing more
than new, more conveniently located-off ramp that cut this whole section
of the city out of the tourist trade.
The sound of the seventh
floor stairwell opening was high and shrill like a woman’s scream.
Frowning, I trudged down the hallway, listening to the pat-pat-patter of
the leaky ceiling. I found the familiar suite and slipped the key into
the lock. The door resisted for a heartbeat then swung open. For a
moment I stood there staring into the shadowed, empty room, torn between
the instinct to run and the vows I had made. This, like the bickering
with the desk clerk, is a ritual for me.
The lights stayed off, I
knew the geography here all too well. Closing the door behind me, I
crossed the room and sat on the musty bed. It was funny in a way, after
almost a decade I still trembled at this moment. For a time I stared
into the gloom, watching the darkness churn, then I closed my eyes and
replayed visions of broken locks, police tape and dried blood over and
over in my mind.
A shudder worked its way up my spine. I could
almost imagine her kneeling on the bed behind me, her slender arms
wrapping around my back.
“I miss you.” My voice was reverent,
uncertain, of all the rituals I observed on this terrible anniversary
this was the most important, “I wish I had come back sooner. I wish I
had been here. I wish-.”
From out of the darkness her voice is at my ear, “I know.”
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