Thursday, October 29, 2009

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Nineteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Nineteen)


...Death struggles from a straight jacket, suspended upside down in a glass cylinder filled with amniotic fluid.

As always the Magician watches raptly, feeding himself sweets from a crumpled paper bag. The Hanged Man stands and turns to find the seats behind them unoccupied.

“Not to worry,” the Magician comments, “we have the beach to ourselves for a little while .”

“Are you real or are you a figment of my subconscious?” the Hanged Man asks.

The Magician smils thinly, “Yes.”

Death frees himself from the straight jacket and pulls himself from the cylinder. The Magician claps and whistles. Dancing girls flood the stage.
There is a dilapidated library on the beach. The Hanged Man walks towards it.

“Where do you think you're going?”

“I have to find a way out of this.”

The Magician leaves his seat and hurries after him, “Can't that wait until intermission?”

The beach is quiet save for the whispering crash of the waves. Dark sand barely covers the withered bones that litter the shore and with each footstep they crunch and crackle underfoot. On the stage Death watches his audience leave with a pained look in his eyes. He begins to tap dance, hoping they'll notice.

“I have to find a way to save her, to save what’s left,” the Hanged Man opens the door, the rusty door squeals in protest.

The Magician stops and takes one last look at the stage. Death grabs one of the dancing girls and begins to pull out her intestines, hastily fashioning them into a variety of balloon animals. “Who have you been talking to?” he asks following the Hanged Man in the library.

“The High Priestess,” the library reeks of decay, shelves are toppled and books are strewn everywhere, their spines are broken, their pages yellow with age.

“Well are you going to believe some has been or me?”

The Hanged Man kneels and picks up one of the books at his feet, “Why should I believe you?”

“And after all we'll be through together.”

After skimming the book the Hanged Man throws it aside and grabs another, “You're the Xenon Splinter aren't you?”

“You're the Hanged Man aren't you?”

The Hanged Man flips a few pages into the latest book only to shake his head sadly, “I prefer my own name.”

“Why?” the Magician sits on a toppled bookshelf and stares off into space. His spangly red jacket glitters in the darkness, “you'll have many, many, many names.”

“Like?”

The Magician grabs a book at random, “Hey! How about this?
O for a muse of fire, that would ascend The brightest heaven of invention- A kingdom a stage, princes to act, And Monarchs to behold the swelling scene!”

The Hanged Man shakes his head, “You’re just trying to confuse me.”

“When will you learn that the cosmos is governed by three principles. One- The power of Entropy permeates every aspect of reality. Two- Everything, from the tiniest microbe to the very universe itself will be claimed by it. And third- Love is always the first thing to die.”

The Hanged Man studies him, “What do you want from me?”

“I need you.”

“Why?”

“If you knew that a newborn was going to die a just few years after he first learns to walk, wouldn't you try to stop it?”

“Do I detect a sentimental streak?” the Hanged Man clasps his hands behind
his back and studies the Magician intently.

He angrily kicks aside a pile of books, “I don't have time to explain everything. We're at a crucial point. The opening moves must be decisive.”

“Opening moves? Opening moves? Take a look out there! It's all over!”

“When you're older you'll understand.”

The Hanged Man's shouts fill the ruined library, “When I'm older?”

“There's no time for this,” The Magician begins to absent-mindedly tug at the gray strings dangling from his clothes. They hadn't been there moments ago, “I still have so much to explain, you were never this difficult before. We can't afford to start off on the wrong foot.”

“Look unless you're willing to help me...” the Hanged Man's voice trails off, his eyes filling with realization “...just a moment here.”

The gray strings seem to be multiplying, and they go deeper than the Magician clothes. They go right to his flesh.

The Hanged Man looks at him, “You said these were the opening moves but obviously it's the last days of mankind out there.”

“Probably,” he replies, “by the way do you have any scissors?”

“You told me that we were getting off on the wrong foot but you also act as though you've known me all my life.”

“Yes.”

“Whose subconscious is this anyway?” the Hanged Man asks only to realize he’s alone again.

The library trembles and begins to crumble around him. He runs outside to find the Magician is on the stage, suspended by gray strings. He is dancing like a marionette. There is a tormented look in his eyes.

Without thinking the Hanged Man runs for the stage. The bones crunch and snap under his feet, sounding like gunfire. The chairs disintegrate into kindling, the stage collapses.

The Hanged Man stumbles to a halt. He looks up and sees a Devil standing above the stage pulling the Magician' strings.

“I'm afraid that your marvelous little toy is mine now.” the Devil says.

“Step right up!” the Magician cries out, “Step right up!” He pulls the deck of Tarot Cards from the pocket of his red spangly jacket, “Party tricks! Pick a card, any card.”

The Devil manipulates the strings until his little puppet has covered his mouth with his hands. Cards fly everywhere. “It's too late for that I'm afraid.”

“Ltolox isn't going to reward you for your service you know,” he intercepts a card fluttering to the ground. It is the Hanged Man. Of course it is. “You'll be just as dead as any of us. And when you get to Hell- and believe me that's where you're going- how many angry souls will be there waiting for you? A hundred? A thousand? Five hundred thousand? A million?”

“Shut up!”

The rest of the cards drift downwards, falling in the shape of a pyramid. The pyramid glows and then a moment later it collapses.

Pocketing the card the Hanged Man takes a step forward, “Give the Splinter back to me and we fix this, we can confound the Monarchs for all time.”

“You're a fool,” the Devil snarls, “Ltolox and I shall leave this world together. But you sadly will not be able to see the consummation of our union.”

Beneath the beach, something begins to stir.

The Hanged Man pretended to shudder, “And I'm glad really, the thought of seeing you two consummate anything...”

Bony hands burst from the dark sand and claw at the Hanged Man. He screams and topples backwards. He feels himself being dragged under.

There is a sharp pain on his right cheek, right below his eye. The pain is enough to...

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Eighteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Eighteen)


Between a rock and a hard place- that was where they were in Vagabond's opinion.

On one side they had the approaching dust storm- dust hurricane was more like it- a howling, churning wall of disturbed earth and debris. On the other side they had the Myrmex swarm, slowly, ponderously making its way after them. “The damned thing's driving us into the storm!” Lily had to shout to be heard over the whine of the trawler's engine and the monstrous roar of the tempest.

“Of course.” Vagabond stood at the aft railing with her, his arm around her shoulder “Why waste any more troops when the storm can do your work for you?”

“How did they find us?”

“I think its just a case of bad luck,” the trawler lurched to the portside and began speeding away from the storm. The sudden motion sent the Myrmex bodies that littered the deck rolling, they piled up against the deck's railing and in some places smashed through it.

“Bad luck my ass.” Rhea returned from the bow. The trails of blood had dried on her face making it look as though she had grown a crimson moustache. Her pallor was becoming more and more waxen by the second, “With the damned Splinter, Ltolox and his pet alchemist probably knows where we're going before we do!”

“Is there anything we can do about it?” Lily asked, “Like wrapping our heads in tinfoil or something?”

“That's a nice idea,” Vagabond said, “but I think we're about one thousand years from the nearest roll of tinfoil.”

Rhea pointed into the storm, “We've just gotta keep going, once we find the ruins of the New City we'll find the Splinter.”

“I thought we were going to the Myrmex Hive.” Vagabond said.

“The Myrmex hive is over what's left of the New City. You must have missed out on that development.” Rhea said sweetly.

“I must have…”

“Is there anything else you need to tell us?” Lily shot her mother an accusing glance.

Rhea was surprised and a little hurt, “What the Hell is that supposed to mean?”

“Have you been keeping secrets from me too?”

“Lily, you're my daughter.”

“You kept secrets from your real daughter- I know that, and since I'm just a close approximation I have no doubt that you...you...” Lily pointed skyward,

“Uh-oh.”

A trio of Myrmex dropped from the swarm, they glided towards the trawler with unnerving accuracy.

Rhea fired three shots. Three corpses plummeted to Earth.

“Nice shooting,” Vagabond said, his ears ringing from the gun's report.

The trawler returned to an even keel, closer to the storm than ever. Lily spoke but the wind drowned her out.

“What?” Vagabond shouted.

“I said what does that idiot think he's doing?”

“If you feel safer below decks that's fine!”

“What?”

“I said-” Vagabond yelled with all of his might, “if you feel safer below decks that's fine!”

“No!” she grabbed his hand, “I want to stay with you!”

“Ok.”

“What?”

“I said Ok!”

Rhea watched the exchange with an expression of total disbelief. The swarm was still shadowing them. Vagabond patted Lily on the shoulder and headed below decks, “I've going to see if there's anything I can do about the engines.”

“What damn Indians?” Lily shouted after him but he didn't hear.

Mother and daughter stood staring at each other. A flash of lightning from the storm illuminated the bloodstained deck, burning images of the carnage into their eyes. Neither of them had ever seen a storm like this. Lily ran a hand over her cracked screen, wiping away the grime. Rhea tried to say something but was drowned out by a clap of thunder.

The trawler pitched and adjusted course slightly, edging ever closer to the storm. The face disappeared from Lily's screen, Rhea cried out and stepped towards her.

Letters flickered on the screen
“How.”

The trawler's engine whined in protest and began to pick up speed.

The first word disappeared to be replaced by
“Many.”

Another trio of Myrmex launched themselves from the swarm but Rhea didn't even notice, she was too busy reading the next set of letters. This was impossible. Lily wasn't designed to communicate this way.

“Lies.”

Kurt stormed out of the bridge, his cry of “What the fuck!” swallowed by the wind.

“Have.”

The first two Myrmex had their wings torn apart by the storm, the last almost made the deck but the trawler put on another burst of fresh speed and it fell short. Kurt watched their descent and then ran back onto the bridge, leaving a litany of unheard curses in his wake.

“You.”

A sour taste rose up in Rhea's mouth. How dare she? Hadn't she sacrificed? Been there for her? Tried to listen and always been ready to forgive? Hadn’t she given birth to the little bitch? Twice?

“Told?” The last word lingered and then was replaced by Lily’s defiant expression.

Rhea's remaining hand curled into a fist, her scarred face curled into a snarl of pain and rage.

The swarm began recede.

All grease and grins, Vagabond climbed out of the hatch, he started to speak.

Lily's tensed expectantly; this was a dance they had danced since she was thirteen.

The storm flickered with spectral lights, they coalesced and brightened, bathing the trawler in a crimson glow. Rhea looked up, her rage replaced with alarm- she knew that light!

Vagabond stared at the illumination, his brow wrinkling in fascination. There was a shape resolving itself out of the red swirl. It was a face.

A face that he found oddly familiar.

A bolt of scarlet lightning slit the darkness and tore into the bridge, reducing it to scrap and ash. The stench of ozone filled the air as the trawler went into a dive. Rhea and Lily staggered around the deck blinded. Vagabond gaped dumbfounded at the face in the chaos of light. He spat the name of the man he was sure he had left for dead so long ago, “Adiramled!”

The Myrmex swarm was poised but there was no need for them to attack. The doomed trawler plunged directly into the path of the storm and was consumed.

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Seventeen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Seventeen)


The bridge of the trawler was a tangle of wires and cables, lit by a single bare bulb. The cramped confines were filled with the acrid odor of smoke but Kurt had long ago gotten used to the smell. The trawler's speed and altitude was controlled by a series of switches, while the rudder was operated by an old-fashioned steering wheel. Kurt checked the radar and cursed to himself, there was a storm coming in from the starboard side, and it was a fuckin' big one too.

Figured didn't it? The first real lead they had on Ltolox's location and now they had to turn about because of a fuckin' storm.

He reached down to the pile of a dozen canteens at his feet, picked one up and unscrewed the lid. Empty He tossed it aside. Reaching back down to the pile he tried to keep his eyes focused on the radar screen. Now if he could just find one with water in it.

A sharp metallic clang filled the bridge.

“What the fuck was that?” Kurt straightened up and looked around, wondering what part of his precious trawler was broken now. He should have never let Surkotchi talk him into this- Fool or no Fool he'd worked too long on this baby to have it ruined.

He strained his ears, what was that whistling noise?

There was another metallic clang, like something heavy had landed on the deck.

Then another.

Then another.

“Oh fuck.” Kurt whispered to himself.

He looked to the radar, there was a giant silhouette passing over them. It had come out of nowhere. Its shape was dark and beetle-like.
There was another volley of clangs.

He heard gunfire from down below and Rhea cursing. Vagabond and Lily were shouting too. Kurt pulled the knife from his belt and lowered himself down the ladder to the deck.

The trawler was overrun with Myrmex, there were at least twenty of them. There was one just a few feet away, stooped over and getting ready to pounce. With a scream Kurt launched himself, leaping onto its back. The Myrmex reared up to its full height and whistled with surprise. It spun in place, Kurt struggling to hang on. The sky was darkening as the dust storm bore down on them. There was a second shadow shifting below to the west, the Myrmex swarm was slowly rounding for another pass. More gunfire filled the air, chaos erupted on the deck as his three passengers fought for their lives.

Kurt slashed at the Myrmex's throat as tendrils sprouted from its proboscis and ensnared his arm. They dug deep into his flesh and bone. Hot blood sprayed over his hands, slickening his fingers. The Myrmex spun wildly in place. Kurt lost his grip on its throat and fell. The knife clattered from his hand and bounced off the deck. Kurt stared at the severed tendrils dangling from his arm and screamed! The fucking thing had been trying to suck out his marrow! He concentrated and the flesh puckered around the wounds pushing the invading objects out.

The Myrmex turned on him, its wounded throat spurting. His arm was once again as good as new, now if he could just reach his other knife-

With a hoarse battle cry Vagabond flung himself at the wounded Myrmex knocking it off balance. It stumbled back, crashing through the railing. With a final squeal it was gone.

Vagabond looked after it panting, “Kurt are you-”

A pair of Myrmex jumped him, one grabbing a leg the other and arm. They began to pull. Vagabond screamed

And Kurt was content to just sit back and watch.

There was an explosion of gunfire, the first shot caught one of the Myrmex in the shoulder. A second shot tore the through its torso and buried itself in the leg of the other Myrmex. They squealed with pain and dropped Vagabond, he scrambled out of the way as Rhea advanced and emptied the clip into the two Myrmex. Lily ran to Vagabond and embraced him. “I definitely need a gun of my own.”

Kurt got to his feet and grunted, “Fuck.” The deck was littered with bullet-dead Myrmex.

One of the beasts at Rhea's feet was still moving, she pointed the Desert Eagle at it. The empty chamber clicked dryly. Kurt rushed up to it and stomped on its throat. It gurgled pathetically and died. He mopped his brow, “Finally out of ammunition eh?”

She closed her eyes and whispered, “Tanali renet yarinnesh.” Twin trails of blood ran from her nose, her eyes were tired and feverish.

“Not yet,” she whispered and spun on her heel to fire at the wounded Myrmex crawling up from below decks. It dropped back down below, “I thought you said you got that one.”

Vagabond blushed “I thought I had.”

“Maybe he was trying to cut a deal with it.” Kurt sneered.

Lily rounded on him, “Well maybe you should just-”

“Children…” Rhea said pointing to the west, “Let's save the bickering for later.”

The swarm was bearing down on them, scores of wings silently beating the air.

“Don't just stand there!” Rhea shouted, “Get us moving.”

Kurt rushed back up to the bridge and turned the trawler hard to port. His passengers scrambled to find something to hold on to and secretly he was disappointed that they weren't all pitched overboard.

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Sixteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Sixteen)


A short while after speaking to Rhea, Vagabond had gone down below to join Lily. She had told him as gently as possible that while she wasn't asleep, she also wasn't in the mood for his company. So, he had gone back to the bow only to find that Rhea had wandered off as well. For a moment he considered going to find her to have a few more questions answered but then he decided he would rather have some time to himself.

Leaning against the railing he watched as the trawler ploughed though the darkness.

The engines and rudder must have been behaving better because they were traveling at a considerably higher altitude than before. He stared down at the dunes, the motion of the trawler coupled with the darkness gave them the illusion of motion. It was like they were cutting through the waves of some strange shadowy ocean.

Occasionally they passed over ruined structures jutting out of the dust. Vagabond wondered if there were any people there, huddling fearfully in the decaying remnants of their once-great cities like their ancient ancestors had in caves.

Very probably, he thought.

He rubbed his temples, his mind swimming, maybe he should go down below and try to get some rest.

A flicker of red light caught his attention, casting weird shadows over the wasteland. There was something oddly familiar about it. Vagabond looked to the horizon but as quickly as it had come it was gone.

Kurt stepped out of the bridge, “Did you fuckin' see that?”

“Yes,” Vagabond said, “About twenty degrees to starboard.”

“Fifteen degrees.” Kurt said icily.

Vagabond shrugged, “Whatever.”

He returned to the bridge and the trawler angled to the right. Vagabond watched the horizon for over an hour, hoping to spot another glimmer but the night sky only grew darker as stormclouds gathered.

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Fifteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Fifteen)


She didn't like to sleep because of the dreams that came. It was the familiar world of her subconscious but every object and player was sculpted from binary code. Then again, Lily corrected herself, it wasn't really her subconscious was it? She wasn't even sure a robot could have a subconscious, maybe it was just old data rambling around in her personality subroutines. She closed her eyes and tried to sleep but the bunk was too much like a coffin for her tastes. She was afraid that she might waken to find herself sealed in on all sides, alone, trapped and left to die.

She had to give Rhea credit, she had even included Lily's claustrophobia in her programming. There were times when she even began to feel trapped in her own body, almost entombed in this creation of plastic and copper wire. The problem was that she couldn't feel anything but she could remember what it was like to feel something. All the sensations were locked in her memory banks- the perfumed scent of a rose, the cool feel of a sunshower, the bittersweet taste of chocolate, and of course, the delicious agony of the lovemaking she had shared with Vagabond.

Now that was a memory!

“Girl?”

A figure was crawling into the bunk with her. The half-light coupled with her cracked screen left her near-blinded, but she knew just from the sound of his voice that it wasn't her beloved.

It was Kurt.

Lily started to scream but his hand clamped down over the image of her mouth, his touch left grease stains on her screen. “Hush now,” he whispered, “I just want to talk. A fuckin' word or two.”

Of all the people that Surkotchi could have saddled them with, why did it have to be this bastard? He was the one that had torn up the floorboards of the church and used one of them to crack her screen. He was the one that had referred to her as a
that and as a thing.

And now he was here, in her bunk, so close that if she had olfactory senses his oily, sweaty stink would be filling her nostrils.

“Get away from me! I'll scream.”

“Listen to me. Just fuckin' listen to me and I'll go.”

Lily stopped struggling and tried to relax, but he was right on top of her and the bunk was so cramped that it made her claustrophobia all the worse. “All right.” she said, “Talk.”

“First of all, I'm sorry for hurting you-”

She thought to tell him that since she couldn't feel anything she couldn't be hurt but then decided not to, that might give him other ideas...

“-I was trying to hit the Hanged Man, you just got in the fuckin' way,” he leaned in close, examining the face in her monitor, “and secondly, when all this is over your lover dies. By my hand he dies.”

“He's trying to help you!”

“We wouldn't need his fucking help if not for him! If he hadn't betrayed the Pendaroth-”

“If he hadn't betrayed the Pendaroth you'd all be Monarch shit by now,” she spat, “My mother knows, she was there.”

“Your 'mother' is the one that promised him to us when this is all over.”

Lily knew that if she had a heart she would have felt it sink, “What?”

“Why do you think we're helping?” Kurt gave her a pitying look, “Out of the kindness of our fucking hearts?”

“You're lying.”

“No, I'm not,” he slithered back out of the bunk, “Your mother gets the Xenon Splinter and I get to bring the fuckin' Wandering Fool’s head home in a bag.”

“Why are you telling me this?”

“Because, I don't want you to get in the way and be hurt again. You're an innocent and our religion prizes innocence above all else,” he turned to go.

Lily sat up and grabbed his shoulder, “What's to keep me from warning him myself?”

“If you do that, I'll kill him, you and that fuckin' ugly mother of yours.”

“I thought your religion prized innocence above all else?”

Kurt pulled out of her grip and turned to flash her a murderous grin, “It does, but I'm no fanatic. Go back to sleep.”

Leaning back in her bunk, Lily pulled her blankets up to her chin and mumbled “Yeah, like I'm gonna get any sleep now.”

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Fourteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)

A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Fourteen)


The trawler's engine hummed and sputtered as it cruised through the darkness. Vagabond stood alone at the bow, staring up at the night sky. Lily was below decks resting, Kurt was on the bridge, trying to make sure the repairs he'd made to the rudder would last. They were on the fifth hour of their journey and it was becoming more and more evident to Vagabond that they weren't going to make it.

“Can you help me for a second?”

Vagabond spun around, his heart leaping to his throat.

“Sorry.” Rhea said, “Did I startle you?”

“I didn't hear you come up.”

“Not bad for an old lady eh?”

“You're not that old.”

She chuckled and shook her head, “Bless you Vagabond, you can't even suck up right.”

He decided to ignore that, “What can I do for you?”

She tossed him a moldy box of gauze bandages, “I need you to change the dressing on my wound.”

“Sure. Sit with me.” he sat on the deck and motioned for her to join him, “I wanted to ask you a few things anyway.”

Rhea sat on the deck and offered him the remains of her left arm. He slowly began to unwrap the cloth tourniquet. He let the cloth fall to the deck. A nub of bone poked out of the blackened stump, “Does it hurt?”

“This is the second time I've lost this hand.” Rhea fished around in her robes for a cigarette and popped it in her mouth. Then she began to search for a lighter, “I'm pretty much used to it by now.”

“I’m sorry.”

She began to furiously search her pockets, “And where is my lighter?”

“Why were you waiting to act? After all you had the Splinter, a piece of the very Ruins of Creation. Why didn't you use it?” he opened the moldy box of bandages and found her Zippo inside. He tossed it to her.

“Thanks,” she said lighting up, “and you know the thing has a mind of its own.”

He tied off the first layer of bandages and started on the second, “So you started having the dreams?”

“Yeah.” she pulled her stump from his grip and examined it, nodding with approval, “It would appear as this weird lounge singer in this bright red jacket with glitter sewn into the seams.”

“Go on…”


“The last one was before you showed up again. I found myself in this white hot spotlight, I had been skinned. I knew it was a dream but it hurt. It was like my every nerve ending was on fire. I stood there, in the spotlight feeling hundreds of eyes upon me. Then someone from the darkness handed me a baton and told me to twirl.”

Vagabond felt his mouth go dry.

“And so I did, and I wasn't doing so bad. And the thing was that the more I twirled it- the less I hurt. I don't know when, but music had started to play,” she lit the new cigarette and inhaled deeply, “I began to realize that I was on a stage performing, but I couldn't see my audience because of the glare of the spotlight. I started to get confident, I marched around, twirled it on the tips of my fingers and then for the finale I tossed the baton in the air. It went up and out of my vision and when it came back... somehow the ends had caught fire.”

“You don't say,” he whispered.

“I caught it and tried to keep it spinning but before I knew what was happening I was burning. The flames were consuming me. I stumbled from the spotlight and saw my audience for the first time, it was a lone Monarch. I'd-I'd never seen one before but I just knew that's what it was. I woke up screaming.” she blew smoke.

They were quiet for a time and then Vagabond asked, “Did you use the Splinter to make that Lily?”

“After my daughter died I burned her body and placed the ashes in the mechanical heart of a Zosimus-type Homunculus.”

Vagabond stumbled to his feet, “You mean that really is her?”

“Yes,” Rhea said weakly, “Give or take a few memories. I didn't think it would really work but it did. I captured her soul.”

“Why are you telling me this?” he leaned against the railing, “Why have you gone from wanting to kill me to being so dammed chummy?”

“First of all because you saved our lives and second of all because I've been watching you two together. You really care for her,” Rhea stared at a fixed point on the deck, “Regardless of what you did or didn't do, you really do care.”

“I love her but what is your point?”

“I want you to swear to me that no matter what happens you'll protect her.”

“Of course I'll protect her.”

“No. It's not good enough- swear to me you'll protect her. Swear to me that you won't let her die all over again.”

“Of course I'll protect her. But tell me why she doesn't know the truth.”

She laughed bitterly, “I think our relationship is strained enough. Besides I'm afraid that the realization she's human trapped in a mechanical body might drive her mad. I've worked very hard to convince her that she's a simple Homunculus.”

“Including leaving a false set of journals and notes in the greenhouse where you knew she'd find them,” he realized.

“Yes. Hopefully thinking she's just a copy of my daughter is what keeps her sane.”

“If you ask me that sounds cruel.”

“Can't you understand? I'm trying to do the right things, but I'm not perfect,” Rhea said.

Vagabond leaned in close to her, “Wasn't that always my excuse?”

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions): A Heart Full Of Dust Part Thirteen

The Nick Of Time (and other abrasions)


A Heart Full Of Dust

by

Al Bruno III


(Thirteen)


Memories of the dream plagued Vagabond late into the morning.

The trawler was making good time. The ruined city had been reduced to nothing but a speck, the Barrens were just a few hours up ahead. Vagabond stood at the bow, Lily clung to him, her monitor pressed to his chest.

Their transportation was a rusted-out eyesore patched together from the remains of a half-dozen hoverships. It was fifty feet long from prow to stern and four yards at its widest. A rickety ladder connected the main deck to the bridge. There were two cramped levels below deck, consisting of primitive sleeping quarters and storage rooms.

The engine sputtered and whined, the trawler pitched wildly in the air. A flurry of curses erupted from the bridge. Vagabond held on to the railing that surrounded the main deck and Lily held on to him.

“You hungry Vagabond?” Rhea said poking her head out of the hatch that led below decks.

“M-maybe later,” the trawler returned to an even keel, he sagged against the raining with relief. Rhea had been civil to him of late and in some ways he found that more unnerving than when she was being hostile.

Gnawing on a strip of dried meat she climbed up onto the deck and approached them. She placed a tentative hand on Lily's shoulder, “How are you love?”

“Scared.”

“You didn't have to come.”

“Yes I did. You need me,” she placed her hand over Rhea's and gave it a squeeze, “You both need me.”

Rhea took another bite and stared thoughtfully at the horizon.

A few moments later the trawler dipped in the air once more, its underside scraping the ground before it became airborne again. A robed man with soft blonde hair stormed out of the bridge, stomping his feet with rage. His hair was teased so that it stood up at wild angles. “Fuck!” he shouted, “Fuck!! Fuck!!! Fuck!!!!”

Lily cowered at the sight of him, Vagabond held her tightly. Of all the people Surkotchi could have sent with them, he had chosen this foulmouthed maniac.

“What seems to be the problem Kurt?” Rhea asked.

“Oh, there's no fuckin' problem, unless we need to make a fuckin' right turn to get where we're fucking going.”

“Is the rudder broken?”

“It's fucked that's what it is!” he scrambled down the ladder that connected the bridge to the main deck, “I told Surkotchi that the fuckin' trawler wasn't ready- but Noooooooo! Why listen to me? I only built the fuckin' thing!”

Vagabond couldn't resist getting in on this, “If we'd waited till you were finished it might have been too late.”

“Don't you even start with me Wandering Fool. I've read the fucking gospels, I know your style. You're probably leading us into a trap!”

“Now you know that's not the case.” Rhea shook her stump at him.

“HA!” he climbed below decks, “I don't know what the fuck you want, but I know for a fucking fact that you could care less about the Sleeping Messiah.”

“That's true.”

For a moment Kurt was silent, then he climbed back up the ladder, “What?”

“I don't care about a bunch of in-bred primitives who spend their days worshipping a Class Seven Clone Stasis Cell.”

Vagabond tried to hide his grin.

“But what I do care about is the life of what remains of this planet,” Rhea turned from him and scanned the horizon, “and if you have an ounce of common sense you should care too.”

“Exactly!” Vagabond said, “Your trawler won't do you much good if the Earth is-”

“Shut up,” she growled.

“But-”

“It's bad enough you're screwing my daughter, don't go interrupting me as well.”

Kurt goggled, he pointed from Vagabond to Lily, “You're fucking that?”

A tiny choking sound escaped from Lily, Vagabond's frown deepened.
Rhea approached the hatch until she was staring down at him, “Shouldn't you be fixing the fucking rudder?”

“Oh. Oh yeah,” he quickly disappeared below decks.