Price Breaks And Heartaches
A journal of retail and failed romance
Remaindered, Rejected And Irreconcilable
I need to say something before we reach the end.
I get it now. I really do. Tallulah had experienced two near misses with motherhood and each time had been ready to meet the challenge. Meanwhile I was talking about nothing more than the unrealistic dream of getting rich quick as a writer. She was acting like the twenty year old woman she was and I was acting like a 16 year old with his first girlfriend.
Had I expected her to just support me while tilted at windmills? Truth is I never ever really thought about it. I never really thought about anything beyond the next boink.
Sure hot chicks are getting knocked up by slacker douchebags all the time these days and maybe I was ahead of the curve but Tallulah deserved better than that.
I misunderstood her final words to me, I would misunderstand them for years, but trust me dear reader I get it now.